Salesian Volunteer
FAITHFUL AND FORGIVING
Jessie Smith
Another young woman from my
oratory who demonstrated some-
thing beautiful to me was a teacher
at our school. A few weeks ago in
a city East of Tijuana her brother
was killed when trying to protect
his son from robbers that had en-
tered their house. Fr Francisco, the
members of our community, and
myself attended the funeral and
brought support and prayers to her
family during that time. The next
week she was back at school and
teaching her 4th graders again.
One day we had to go to the store
to buy some supplies for our little
“tienda” or shop that we have at the
oratory. On the way she told me
that the police had put in jail the
men who had killed her brother.
The next thing she said was very
beautiful to me. She said, “I feel
sorry for them. I feel happy that
they have been found, but I also
feel sad because they are young
boys around the age of 20 and
they have their whole life ahead
of them, but in prison. She went
on to say that she knows that they
killed her brother but she couldn’t
help but feel sad for their families
because they are all human be-
ings too. She continued saying
that though it was so difficult to
loose her brother in this way, she
has not lost her faith in God and
that she knows God places difficult
things in our life to bring us closer
to Him. She said that some of her
friends were questioning her why
she still believed in God after this,
but she said she trusts God and
knows He is taking care of her and
her family.
I thought this was so incred-
ibly beautiful and demonstrated a
great faith. So many people are so
blinded by anger and hatred over
sometimes matters so much small-
er than this, and this woman had
compassion on those who killed
her brother. To me, this is Christ in
person showing compassion and
great faith.
One final note about this wom-
an: The following week after her
brothers’ funeral, the father of one
of the students in her class passed
away from an illness. The teacher
was the first one to collect money
for that family amongst us at the
school and bring it personally
with her students to the house of
the family who’d lost their father.
Though visiting a house with a loss
could be something so difficult,
she was the first to offer to bring
them money to help with the fu-
neral.
These are only a few examples of
my growing understanding of the
reality of the lives of those around
me that I see and work with every
day. I am humbled and find myself
often asking God in prayer, what
do I have to bring to them Lord? In
these past few weeks I have really
been praying for God to continue
to reveal to me where He needs me
most here right now. Through my
prayers I’ve have begun to see very
evidently the face of Christ around
me and in my experience. I con-
stantly think of a quote
“TO DO ORDINARY THINGS
OF LIFE WITH GREAT LOVE
AND ATTENTION….You know
well enough that Our Lord does
not look so much at the great-
ness of our actions, nor even at
their difficulty, but at the LOVE
AT WHICH WE DO THEM.”- St
Terese.
I feel that so often my role here is
not to do a bunch of things though
I’m teaching, and coaching, and
helping with lots of events, I find
that my day is most fulfilling or
most beautiful when I take time
to really listen to others and to
try to be open to the Holy Spirit.
One day I wrote in my journal “I
feel my call is to love those around
me, to be patient and kind, to
give genuine attention to every-
one, and to be joyful and gener-
ous”. This to me is a true mission-
ary spirit, and this sometimes can
be the most difficult thing to do
no matter where you are in life!
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